Giving yourself to another person can feel
just as scary
as it does wonderful.
The voices of your past
can creep in to try and convince you again
that you are not worthy
of being loved.
All of those things that the world
has taught you about
'protecting your heart'
and 'not giving too much'
reverberate in your head.
So what do you do?
How do you quiet the
echo of past pain as it bounces
around inside your mind
like a bully trying to keep you from
exactly what you truly want?
Here is what I have done
with this one -
this man that has loved me in a way
that I have never
I have decided to STOP the old patterns
and do things differently.
Instead of closing myself up when I get scared,
I let him in,
and I am honest about my feelings,
my fears, and the old wounds
that make me want to hide.
Instead of playing games,
we sit down and repeat what we need
the other one to hear.
We have an agreement that
no one will leave
until we have found harmony again.
Instead of letting my monkey mind race away
with all of the doubts,
opinions of others
and rules that society uses
to tell us why this will never work,
we tune into a higher frequency
and let that be our foundation.
And you know how you know it is the right person?
Because they are on board with all of it.
No chasing. No running away. No shaming.
And that is how it is
supposed to be.
I don't know what the future holds,
but I know that right NOW,
doing things differently
is exactly what has awakened me
to letting love back in.
it feels good.
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